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  As always she’s tuned in to me in a way that no one else has ever been. “Whatever it is, just say it.”

  “My lawyer looked into your situation at school.”

  “And…”

  “The contract is pretty solid. They can fire you ‘for cause.’ It doesn’t define what constitutes cause. Apparently, it’s at the principal’s discretion.”

  “So Stone-face Mrs. Heffernan can get rid of me, and there’s nothing I can do.”

  “Essentially.” I’m careful here, because I don’t want to upset her again. “Did you know that when you signed the contract?”

  She bites her bottom lip and nods. “I never imagined I’d give her cause to fire me.” Her eyes fill with tears. “I’m going to miss those kids.”

  As I brush away her tears, an idea occurs to me. I’ll need her phone to make it happen, though. “How about some coffee?”

  “Yes, please.” I fix her coffee exactly the way I like mine. It’s one of many things we have in common when it comes to food and drinks. “So what do I do now? Everyone knows about me, my job is gone, and I can’t go to my apartment because it’s overrun with media.”

  “I have an idea of what we can do.”

  “I’m listening.”

  “Let’s go back to LA and hang at the beach until this shit dies down.”

  “You’re serious.”

  “Dead serious. Hayden has a place down the road from Marlowe’s in Malibu. I know he’d let us have it for as long as we need it. No one would think to look for us there.”

  “So we just get on a plane and go to California?”

  “Why not? If we stay here, we’re going to be stuck inside. If we go there, at least we can enjoy the warm sunshine and the beach.”

  “It’s weird not to have anywhere to be.”

  “I know, sweetheart. I’ll do whatever you want. It’s totally up to you.”

  She glances up at me, those brown eyes slaying me the way they always do. “Could I bring Fluff?”

  “Of course you can.”

  “That’s very nice of you, especially after she bit you in your own bed.”

  “She doesn’t scare me.” With my hands on her shoulders, I look into her eyes. “The only thing that truly scares me is losing you now that I’ve found you.”

  “You’re not going to lose me, Flynn. Remember, you’re blaming yourself for all this. I’m not.”

  Filled with gratitude for her, I rest my forehead against hers. “So LA. Yes?”

  “Yes, let’s do it.”

  Chapter 3

  I’m deeply saddened to be leaving the city I’ve come to love, but Flynn has convinced me it’s for the best. He asks if he can borrow my phone so he can consult with Leah about the apartment. I hand it over to him.

  “Do you want me to check the voice mails and texts for you?”

  “You don’t have to. I’ll do it when I feel up to it.”

  “Nat… It’s probably best if you don’t go online.”

  “Trust me, I have no desire to read about my private hell online. Been there, done that eight years ago. Once was more than enough.”

  “I hate that this is happening to you again. I hate it so much.”

  “I know you do, but in some ways… It’s a relief. Everyone knows now. No more secrets to be guarded.”

  “They were your secrets to release or not on your own timetable. It shouldn’t have happened this way.”

  “Maybe not, but I refuse to give that monster any more of my life than he already stole from me. If I curl up into a ball in defeat, then he wins. That can’t happen.”

  “I’m so fucking in awe of you.” He cradles my face in his hands. “You’re the strongest person I’ve ever known.”

  “No, I’m not.”

  “Yes, you are. This awful thing happened to you when you were too young to understand, and then to have to cope with it entirely on your own…”

  “I wasn’t completely alone. I was lucky that by the time he attacked me, Stone had made a lot of enemies. They were happy to support me if it helped to bring him down.”

  “Your parents really turned their backs on you?”

  Shrugging, I look up at him as it becomes obvious that he knows the details of what happened to me. “Stone was their bread and butter. My father worked for him. They told me I needed to be more concerned about my family than I was about myself.”

  “Fucking unreal.”

  “What they never understood is that I did it for my sisters. Candace is four years younger than me. If I kept my mouth shut, he might’ve gone after her next.”

  “So brave.”

  “I was so scared. He told me he’d kill me if I told anyone.”

  When Flynn wraps me up in his strong arms, I can feel him trembling.

  “Since everything happened, I haven’t felt safe, truly safe, until I found you.”

  “Natalie…” He buries his face in my hair. “No one will ever hurt you again. I swear to God.”

  I hold on to him and his assurances even as my heart breaks over the loss of my happy new life in New York.

  On the way to the airport in Teterboro, New Jersey, later that day, Flynn tells me we have a stop to make before we leave the city. We’re in one of two SUVs full of the security personnel he hired to keep me safe. I’m surprised to hear we’re stopping anywhere when he’s so anxious to get me out of New York, where rabid reporters have staked out his place and mine.

  Addie is riding with us and will be flying back to LA on the plane Flynn chartered to make the trip. She’s been quietly supportive all day, working the phones and taking care of details like arranging to have the bags Leah packed for me picked up at our apartment.

  It’s a relief not to have to consider logistics at a time like this. “Thanks for everything you did today, Addie.” Fluff squirms in my arms, but I keep a tight grip on her so she can’t cause any trouble.

  “I was happy to help.”

  Flynn’s publicist, Liza, wanted to come by to talk to us, but he put her off for now. He spent an hour on the phone with her earlier, during which he did a lot of yelling. I hate how upset he is and that he’s still blaming himself.

  We pull up to a curb on a street I don’t recognize. Flynn takes me by the hand and leads me from the car. The security guys are all over us as we enter what looks like a family-style restaurant that’s largely deserted before the dinner rush. We follow Addie through the restaurant’s dining area to a room in the back.

  I’m about to ask Flynn what’s going on when I’m rushed by third-graders. The kids all talk at once as they hug me. Leah is there, as are several of the other teachers from our school. I also see Sue from the office and the children’s parents, including my good friend Aileen. Her son, Logan, is one of my favorite students.

  Aileen hugs me the minute she can get close enough. We’re both in tears as we cling to each other. “This is such bullshit,” she whispers. Her body is thin and bony from the battle she’s waging with breast cancer, but her voice is fierce.

  “I can’t believe you’re all here,” I somehow manage to say. I’m so completely overwhelmed that I can barely breathe.

  “It was Flynn’s idea. His assistant, Addie, and Leah put this together so you could see the kids before you leave.”

  I glance at Flynn, so filled with love and gratitude I don’t know how I’ll ever express it to him properly.

  He smiles at me, but I can see the disquiet that remains within him because this gathering is necessary in the first place. Then my kids want my full attention, and I give it to them, not knowing how long it will be before I see them again. They have a lot of questions, for which there are no easy answers.

  “Why can’t you be our teacher anymore?” Clarissa asks.

  Tears fill my eyes, but I’m determined to leave them with happy memories of me, not tearful ones. “It’s really complicated, honey, but it’s not because I don’t want to be your teacher. I want that more than anything, but sometimes you can’t have
what you want.”

  “Like at Christmas,” Micha says, “when Santa brings you some of the toys on your list but not all of them.”

  “That’s exactly right. But I want you all to do me a favor and work really hard for your new teacher and show her how much we’ve already learned this year. I know you’ll be super well behaved because you always are.”

  “I’m sad that I won’t see you every day,” Logan says.

  My heart breaks over the thought of not seeing him either. The poor kid already has more than enough to contend with worrying about his mom. I hug him tightly, knowing I’m likely to see him again because I intend to remain in touch with his mother.

  Flynn has provided a spaghetti dinner for the kids and their parents, and as we all sit down to eat, it feels like a big family gathering. If only I wasn’t trying not to cry the whole time, I might be able to believe that this is just another night and tomorrow I’ll be right back in the classroom where I belong. Instead, I’ll be holed up in a Malibu beach house waiting for the media to lose interest in me.

  Flynn’s hand on my back calms and steadies me. He is right by my side through it all, reminding me I’m not alone and I’m loved. I feel his love in every look, every touch, every word he says to and about me. I’ve known him for twelve days, and my life has changed in every possible way since then—mostly for the better.

  I could live without the feeding frenzy currently unfolding online and in the tabloids, but Liza has assured him—and me through him—that the story doesn’t have “legs.” Most people, she said, are horrified by the violation of my privacy.

  Hayden’s hashtag has apparently gone viral, with everyone who’s anyone in Hollywood jumping on board to denounce the media. I look forward to the opportunity to thank Flynn’s best friend and business partner for his support while we’re in LA.

  “So what’re you going to do now?” Aileen asks me quietly.

  “We’re going to LA tonight. Flynn’s friend has a house at the beach. The plan is to hide out for a while. And then I guess we’ll see what happens.”

  “I know this is a nightmare for you, but I hope you’ll try to enjoy the time off and the getaway with that amazing man of yours.”

  I force a smile for her benefit. “He does make the glass seem a little less empty, doesn’t he?”

  “Um, yeah, he certainly does,” Aileen says with a dirty laugh that makes me laugh with her. She takes hold of my hand. “Let me give you some unsolicited advice. You have your health, Natalie. You have a man who’s crazy about you and friends who care deeply. Please don’t let this setback derail your life. Promise me.”

  “I won’t. I promise.”

  “Remember what’s most important.”

  Appreciative of the timely words of wisdom, I hug her tightly. “Do you promise you’ll keep in touch?”

  “Always. Just so you know—a bunch of us parents are getting together with the Emerson board tomorrow night. We’re not letting this go without a fight.”

  I’m stunned speechless. “You… you’re…”

  “We’re fighting for you, Nat. Teachers like you, who care about the kids the way you do, should be given the benefit of the doubt, especially in light of what you’ve already been through. You should be treated like the hero you are and not vilified for making a new life for yourself. And by the way, as your friend, I’m truly proud of you for standing up to that monster the way you did.”

  I wipe away tears that blind me. I haven’t cried this much in eight years. “I don’t even know what to say.”

  “You don’t have to say anything. We’re on your side, and we’re not going to be happy until they bring you back where you belong.”

  I hug her again. “It’s been a long time since I’ve had real friends.”

  “You’ve got a lot of people pulling for you. Don’t get too comfortable out there in California.”

  Laughing through my tears, I marvel at the show of support from the parents of my students.

  After chocolate cupcakes and ice cream for dessert, the kids start to say their good-byes. I spend a few minutes with each of them, and I’m a weepy disaster by the time I say good-bye to Logan, Aileen and her daughter, Maddie.

  “Thank you so much for everything you did for us this year, Natalie,” Aileen says as she hugs me. “Despite what’s happened, I want you to know that you—and Flynn—have made such a difference for our family.”

  “That means the world. Thank you.”

  Aileen also hugs Flynn and thanks him profusely for the huge donation he made to the fund we set up at school for their family.

  “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he says with a smile and a wink. He’s denied making the half-million-dollar donation we all know came from him.

  “Sure you don’t. You’ll never know how much it means to me.” She glances at me. “Take good care of our girl. She means a lot to us.”

  He puts his arm around me. “It’ll be my pleasure to take good care of her.”

  Aileen fans her face dramatically and leaves us laughing as she escorts her kids from the room.

  Sue, the admin from the office, hugs me. “Hang in there, kiddo. If it makes you feel any better, the entire faculty and most of the staff are pissed with Mrs. Heffernan over this. We all think it’s ridiculous.”

  “Thank you for that and for being here. I appreciate it so much.”

  Sue whispers in my ear, “I thought you’d want to know that your sexy friend has paid for breakfast and lunch for every kid in the school for the remainder of the year.”

  I’m staggered by this information as Sue squeezes my arm and leaves me reeling.

  Leah is the last one to depart. “I fucking hate this,” she says with her usual bluntness.

  “Me, too.”

  “I’m going to miss you and Fluff so much.”

  “We’ll miss you, too. Maybe you can come see us in LA?”

  “I’d love to.” She pauses and clears her throat. “I want you to know… The way you’re handling this is so admirable. I’d be rolled up in the fetal position if any of this shit happened to me, but you… You’re amazing, Nat. We all think so, and I just wanted you to know that.”

  I hug her tightly. “You’ve been the best friend I’ve had in years. Thank you for my little slice of normal in our cozy apartment. I’ll never forget it.”

  “Me either. But you won’t get rid of me that easily. I’ll drive you crazy texting you every day.”

  “Please do.”

  I release her, and she hugs Flynn.

  “You’re the nicest movie star I’ve ever met, and if I didn’t love Nat so much, I’d be green with envy.”

  Laughing at her typical cheekiness, he says, “Thanks for everything today and for being such a good friend to Natalie. We’ll see you soon.”

  “I’ll look forward to it.” She steals one more hug from me before she leaves.

  Addie has taken Fluff out to pee, so Flynn and I are left alone in the room. I place my hands on his chest and look up at him. “Thank you so much for this. It’s the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me.”

  “Least I could do.”

  “You’re not still blaming yourself, are you?” I ask with a teasing smile.

  The deep sigh that escapes from him as he hugs me says it all. “I wanted you to have closure with the kids if things don’t work out with the school.”

  “I’m so glad I got to see them and try to explain what’s happening. I’d hate for them to think I left because of them for some reason.”

  “You were great with them. They’ll never forget you.”

  “I hope not. And you… paying for breakfast and lunch for every kid in the school… Flynn, my God!”

  He shrugs. “You know how I feel about hungry kids,” he says gruffly.

  I hug him. “You’re amazing. Truly. I love you so much for doing that.”

  Wrapped up in his arms with his forehead resting on my shoulder, I feel the tension beating through hi
m. He’s like a live wire that’s been set loose in a tight space. I worry what will happen when his rage boils over. But not for one second am I afraid for myself. Mostly I’m afraid for him.

  Addie returns with Fluff. “Are you guys ready to go?”

  Flynn glances at me.

  I take a look around the room that was recently filled with people who mean the world to me. And then I take the hand of the man who has come to mean everything to me. “Yeah, let’s go.” Other than a few close friends with whom I’ll stay in touch, there’s nothing here for me anymore.

  Seeing Natalie with her kids has toughened my resolve to fix this for her somehow, some way. I’m not used to being told there’s nothing I can do. There’s always something that can be done, and I’m going to fight the injustice that’s been perpetrated upon Natalie with everything I’ve got. I’m sure I’ve driven my friend and attorney Emmett to drink today with at least twenty phone calls looking for updates that have been slow in coming.

  He’s been in touch with the Nebraska Bar Association about the scumbag lawyer, David Rogers. Emmett also has a private investigator looking into Rogers, and so far they’ve discovered that the lawyer was up to his eyeballs in debt until a large deposit recently landed in his account.

  He probably saw Natalie with me at the Golden Globes and thought he’d found a way out of his financial crisis. Well, he fucked with the wrong movie star if he thinks he’s going to get away with ruining her life to enrich his own. I’m going to destroy him.

  Natalie’s yelp of pain makes me realize I’m squeezing her hand a little too tightly.

  Cuddled into a ball in Natalie’s lap, Fluff raises her head and shows me her ten teeth.

  “Sorry, sweetheart.”

  Natalie leans her head against my shoulder as we’re driven to the airport by one of the security guys. Addie is riding in another car to give us some privacy. “You’re rigid with tension.”

  Because driving is one of the few freedoms my fame affords me, I can’t stand being driven anywhere, but until we’re out of New York, I’m doing what’s necessary to ensure her safety. In light of her observation, I make an effort to relax even as my body hums with the kind of stress I’ve rarely experienced in my charmed life.